或许，长得漂亮的人都有优先/特优权吧。。。
只能羡慕，还是羡慕。。。。


反正。。在你眼里，我什么都不是。。。。

人人都说，该对自己好一点。。。
但是，我。。做不到。。

不是说不珍惜自己的命。。
而是，有时觉得那个人的命比较重要点，多有价值点。。。

如果明天海啸真的来袭。。
在这小点被毁灭之前。。。
我真想说出心里的话。。。
可是。。。
你会听吗。。。你能明白吗。。。
是个问号。。

오늘도 너무 보고싶은데 ㅠㅠ

10 April 2012..
it seems like everyday. it hasn't change at all...
pull myself out of bed and go to work...worrying about everything that i need to be worry about..
in my mind, you never failed to appear...it has become a daily routine now..
sometimes, i feel like i'm talking to the wall...but....
it's indeed a great impact that i didn't even imagine it would be...
perhaps i'm as sensitive as you; so even a small pinch hurts...
everything i know; it made me smile like i'm in heaven before; it also made me teared like a open tap before...
so if there was one day i don't miss you...that must be a lie..
i don't know how long this will be...but please let it stay where it is until...
i'll hide myself well one day...

老天一定是在跟我开玩笑。。
还记得当时我很肯定地说不会把你放在第一位置。。
可是现在，你已不只是在第一，而且是更特别的位置。。
也因为是你，所以我已准备放弃一切。。。
现在的我。。每天。。也不知道该怎么办。。。或许。。那。。是错觉吧？
机会。。。我不有。。。我知道。。。
可是每当觉得该放手时，总是会有好事发生。。真叫人舍不得。。。

有些人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了。。