suddenly feel like i have lots of regrets ..
i donno but maybe talking to wy about having no talents, brings me much thoughts..
looks ? money ? studysmart ? talents ? ..i dont think i have any ..
no looks, have money, still have hope..
a smart kid or a talent kid also have hope ..
but if none = no hope ?
somehow i regretted about not learning the organ/piano when i was young ..
i donno ..but dad says my house used to have a organ but i refuse to play ..
so end up, the organ was given away ..
& now, i got no talent but just a knowledge of the recorder -.-
then , in primary school .. i remembered something about high jump..
is a competition or something, but i rejected the offer ?
i still remember i was crying when talking to my form teacher.. D:
but i can't really remember the reason why i reject it ?
i wonder if its because i feel too stress to take part or something ?
i donno ..
now that i'm 19 .. i wonder what can i achieve then ..
nothing but just a normal me .. ?
new interest ? i have yet to find an answer ..